RBTL
Slow down and breathe slowly
There’s time to do everything
It’s time to stop living
Just to say it’s not worth dying
Now, and once more, inside of me
remains the idea to let me be
But Suddently
I broke myself, I became empty
And this is all that is
this has become reality
yeah, I only live
Cause it’s not worth dying
08/06/2017
Replace my weakness with the strength I know I possess
Help me remember I am so much more during times I feel useless
I am braver than I realise
I have battled worse and come out alive
I convinced myself I am weak
This is not the truth that I seek
I know deep inside I am strong
The way I am putting myself down is what is wrong
I need to make things right
I need to have light in my sight
I tore myself down with delusion
Suddenly I have come to conclusion
I am worth more than I thought
I need to forget what I was taught
And come out of this much stronger
The weakness I can not take any longer
So this is a vow to myself
The thing that comes first is my health
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Happy birthday, it’s your day, the second one I felt to say
You were the first to hear me, I wish I was yourself today
Today I’m quick static and you’re fantastic, it hurts on my belly to see you happy
Not giving a damn, damn autistic
Your desease is youth
Today you feel it
Rafael 2018
Inner wisdom or whatever its called
And the coexistence between
Me and the god damn
Between you and god
When you left, me and death
Today all that means nothing
Sorry, it wasn’t my…
Thinking mind
My feeling mind
Only feels what I say
Please, save me by
My thinking mind
Thinks why I write
What I feel in my
Heart
Sup? I’m very fool, I’m a cock ready on track
I’m not good but still ready to rock
Rolling over every corner
Seeking words
As if its gonna
Come like this, to a cock like me
In this bog, oh please
Sup? I’m a cock-a-doodle-doo
A virile dude who’d do
anything to seem nice to you
I’m a cock-a-doodle-doo
A virile dude who’d do
anything to look good to you
03/29/2018
Welcome to my little island
Surrounded by wet sand
You were so close to not dying
So pleasant
How does it feels?
Twenty-four hours not breathing
Try to please me
Stay sharp not screaming
I’m here alone, don’t mind asking why
I’m not a beast, I’m faster than that
How does it feels?
Twenty-four hours not sleeping
Staying away from the jungle
Trying not to feed it
How does it feels?
Twenty-four hours without the wind
Cause the sand is a neighbor that
Covers every dot on my skin
I’m here alone, don’t mind asking why
I’m not a beast, I’m faster than that
I’m here alone, don’t mind asking why
I’m not a beast, I’m faster than that
24/05/2017
Que calor em redor da minha frescura
Manchas que rodeiam o relevo da alma
Vazia mas pesada, cheia de nada
Que dura e dura sem saber se tem cura
Uma pitada de vitalidade que conjugue
qualquer forma existencial negada pelo
que transcende a sensação física,
perdi o tato e olfato a tentar
Saborear o tempo que já não tenho
pois depois de lavado nada fica
e só se estica, a audição
da voz que mais ninguém ouve
e não sei o que houve
porque pelo caminho sei que não
fui suficiente para lembrar a visão
24/05/2017
